Let downnn....

today is when everything is gonna finish... I feel so bad about what I really need. What I dreamed yesterday. This is so fukinc bad. I'm so fuckin drunk in a place where I fell completely homesick alien. I0d like to be at home tonight. I won't come here again. For a long time for my own benefit. Now I see this song. Now I'm crying. Now I feel so fuckin alone:

TRANSPORT, MOTORWAYS AND TRAMLINESSTARTING AND THEN STOPPINGTAKING OFF AND LANDINGTHE EMPTIEST OF FEELINGSDISAPPOINTED PEOPLE CLINGING ON TO BOTTLESAND WHEN IT COMES IT´S SO SO DISAPPOINTINGLET DOWN AND HANGING AROUNDCRUSHED LIKE A BUG IN THE GROUNDLET DOWN AND HANGING AROUNDSHELL SMASHED, JUICES FLOWINGWINGS TWITCH, LEGS ARE GOINGDON´T GET SENTIMENTALIT ALWAYS ENDS UP DRIVELONE DAY I´M GOING TO GROW WINGSA CHEMICAL REACTIONHYSTERICAL AND USELESSHYSTERICAL AND LET DOWN AND HANGING AROUNDCRUSHED LIKE A BUG IN THE GROUNDLET DOWN AND HANGING AROUNDLET DOWN AGAINLET DOWN AGAINLET DOWN AGAINYOU KNOW, YOU KNOW WHERE YOU ARE WITHYOU KNOW WHERE YOU ARE WITHFLOOR COLLAPSINGFLOATING, BOUNCING BACKAND ONE DAY....I AM GOING TO GROW WINGSA CHEMICAL REACTIONHYSTERICAL AND USELESSHYSTERICAL AND...LET DOWN AND HANGING AROUNDCRUSHED LIKE A BUG IN THE GROUNDLET DOWN AND HANGING AROUND